nightmare

The moment I lay my head on the pillow

I start dreaming sorrow and hollow I dream

It’s always the knock on the door like a deathblow

That hurts me so badly and then makes me scream

 The past lets me smile , the present brings tears

My soul bleeds like rivers and my eyes never dry

I wish all the silence would soon disappear

My lone, broken heart  never to sigh

I laugh and I cry , I yell and then stop

My heart beats so fast and if you listen, you hear

The battle inside and unexpected flop

My fragmented soul is nowhere near

I want no more past and I fear my present

I dread  about  future and I’m scared to death

I hopelessly hope for a pitiful remnant

Of the days when you gave me  the breath