Poezie fara poezie

I finally hate you and it’s growing fast

I’ve  got the courage to leave things in the past

It’s not because I no longer love you

It’s because of the hell I’ve  just been through

Indeed I deserve to see light on my skin

To  open my eyes and never see him

But crawling and begging God to forgive

His lust , phony life never to live

I wish I were dead and then born again

To send all my pain as gift to the strong man

An ocean of tears for him to drown

 Amnesia to never find way to his town

If I feel sick for  a second and even more

I want him to cry and  heaven implore

To ask for his past and  his old self

And love once again what used to be wealth

I don’t believe in God but I  do know

That my pain in your soul soon after will  grow

When her kiss on your lips hurts deep enough

 It makes me  so happy and extremely tough

And when you’re happiest and love her deep

Remember honey your soul is cheap

And she’ll see your empty and filthy mind

God is still there and he’s not blind

Double your life and double your money

My soul is dead but yours will be bloody

Though I died loving and wishing us well

You’ll be the one  being told “farewell”

I gave you my  life and I gave you my reason

I trusted your words and I bore your children

I suffered from loss    and was left barren

 You turned your head  and found a new woman

Freedom you want and joy you pursue

But you’ll never be able your soul to rescue

Be honest and fair and prove you’re a man

Return me my life   I know that  you CAN.